Tom Murray Writer

Out of My Head


The 'New York' poems can be found in my collection of poetry The Future is Behind You. published by Selkirk Lapwing Press.  www.selkirklapwingpress.webs.com

It can also be obtained from:   www.scottish-pamphlet-poetry.com 

NEW YORK POEMS

ARRIVAL.

I’ve arrived

Touched down but still flying

In the city that never sleeps, that is never still.

I’ve arrived

Landed but still coming down

Over junior league size baseball pitches

Multi coloured doll houses all in a row

Each with their own America back yard.

I’ve arrived

New York cabbie style.

That is crazy, stop for no man

Or car, style.

‘Where you heading?’ The chewing

Mouth asks in the mirror.

‘ Mid Manhattan, East 51st Street. ’

I say as nonchalant

As I can muster as we swerve into the freeway

To a chorus of horns.

I’ve arrived.

Shaken and stirred.

Blood coursing through my veins.

Skin tingling.

I’ve arrived.

 

ME, NOT MY BRAIN

Jet lag opens the door to the cynic

And my brain, not me, is thinking,

This is not a city for the alone.

And then again, you can exist

Walking the sidewalk.

In a book. On the 14th floor.

But I would imagine

It would get to you

Eventually.

Being still, amongst

This tumultuous torrent

Of life.

P.S to the above.

And me, not my brain, is thinking

Staring up at St Patrick’s Cathedral

that this is where they mourned

Bobby Kennedy

Walking thru Rockefeller feeling like

The latest hick to take a bite out of the

Apple.

Mouth agape at the reach to the sky

Buildings.

My hotel with its 14 floors suddenly seems

Like a basement apartment.

I walk and walk and eat and eat

Tiredness lifting, the energy of the everything,

The everyone,

Pushing and pulling me down 42nd street

Feeling like Gene Kelly in On the Town.

I’m the groove.

 

BREAKFAST AT PAULO’S

Coffee, pancakes, apple pie,

Cream piled on cream.

If you’re on a diet don’t

Have breakfast at Paulo’s.

I had a coffee and croissant

Minus the cream but plus the butter

And jam.

Every morning I was greeted like

I had lived round the corner

All my life.

Postcards on the wall, one from soaked to the skin Scotland.

Told the tale—‘We’ll be back’

A picture of Giuliani with Paulo

Himself, smiles and handshakes

After feeding the firemen and police

And anyone else

After 9/11.

That day like a not so distant rumble

Is ever present.

Maybe that’s why they’re so glad to see

You at Paulo’s.

You came back.

 

DEPARTURE

I’m coming home after

Chatting with ‘Friends.’

Inspecting a parade of Ferrari’s.

Not breakfasting at Tiffany’s.

Definitely dancing down 42nd Street.

I’m coming home after

4 Bucks a Bud at Al’s bar.

Shoeshined outside Grand Central station.

Searching for the ‘real’ American football.

I’m coming home with

Feet worn to the bone.

And not caring

For when all’s said and done

This is my kind of town.